Fit for a King

Never thougth’ would write these words

never realised how it hurts

to keep waiting for His second coming

to keep praying for this world

Never knew i had it in me

words of love and other things

calmness in a sea of chaos

it is what His spirit brings

i have searched for anything

II have found this  crown of thorns

fit for a king

I have found a cross of nails

He is the wind that blows my sails

Embraced

Embraced by His words
i lean in his arms
and i listen to His tune
every day i read my bible
every sentence i consume

truth must be somewhere between these lines
after all He turned water into wine.

Wardrobe

Leaving Shadowland

“Though our feelings come and go, God’s love for us does not.” C.S Lewis

"To be or not to be that's the question",: Shakespeare wrote some time ago.
Well to me 'to be" is one thing but " to know where to be" is a whole different kind of story.
I've been around some while now. Here in Shadowland. I've seen a lot going wrong,had a lot of arguments with fellow churchmembers and fellow believers and felt very sick for some time.
I did bad things myself,lied,betrayed and reconcilliate as well . To go short: I have sinned also
I can't resist writing down my thoughts on what i've learned from all these experiences.

MERCY

MERCY

Mercy,Mercy,Mercy
last night a dreamed
about these words
mercy mercy mercy
didn’t realise how these words
could hurt



mercy mercy mercy
out of mercy God will take my hand
out of mercy mercy mercy
will He lead me towards the Lamb

mercy mercy mercy
He keeps saying
while holding me to His chest
mercy mercy mercy
accept My mercy
and forget about the rest.


march 27th- 2010

KEEP THIS STRAIGHT

To preach
is. . .
to talk
to tell
others
to be
forgiven
in
His
Love


to hear
is. . .
to listen
to wait
for His
Spirit
to descend
from above


to live
is. . .
to reach
to commit
to wait
to yield
to die
to ourselves

“ there are ten commandments
but keep this straight
when we keep the first two
we fulfill the other eight” (Larry Norman)

One:
"You shall have no other Gods before me”

Two:
"You shall not make for yourself a graven image, or any likeness of anything that is in heaven above, or that is in the earth beneath, or that is in the water under the earth; you shall not bow down to them or serve them; for I The Lord your God am a jealous God, visiting the iniquity of the fathers upon the children to the third and the fourth generation of those who hate Me, but showing steadfast love to thousands of those who love Me and keep My Commandments." (Exodus 20:4-6 RSV)


17 march 2010
Wardrobe

One must know

one must know his roots
to be capable of positioning today.
one must know its course
to prevent for taking the wrong track
one must know the right key
to prevent for singing out of tune
one must know it’s own sins
to be able to repent
one must know where heaven lies
one must know which book to read
one must know how to count
and don't stop at 144000
one must know the only way
the open door
the moving window
the solid rock

one must know but one name...

Jesus
Selah

Cross eyed forever.

and there i stood
before the man
who works with wood

a cross reflecting
in my eyes
while soldiers
put a sword
into his side
out of the wound some water came
dripping down in showers
of a healing rain


as a looked up
i saw his hands
i saw the nails
i saw the lamb
i heard him say
one last command

“ into your hand it is...
that i command my spirit....”

there wasn’t any chance that before he died
this man would leave the wood
and so he met his final hour
did he really close his eyes forgood?

and afterwards they took him down
and laid his body in the ground
death had conquered to enslave
but to be shure .....
they rolled a stone before the cave

and there i stood
before his grave
wondering how i ever
would be saved. . . .

What a mess i got myself into
what transgressions i’ve just been through
what a journey i begun
truly new under the son

i don’t believe in selfsalvation
i’m crosseyed here forgood
i don’t believe in miracles
i’m saved by him who works with wood