Have i seen the white witch?

Walking through the forest i realize i haven't seen the white witch for a long time.
Better be not, 'cause she is a hell of a person to deal with.
She can be so persistent and disturbing, just when she whispers in your ear.
Sometimes it's like she's really inside your head, where she keeps on nagging you about the most trivial subjects you can't even imagine.
What kind of clothes you wear,the right matching color of your shoes or boots or whatever you have down there on your feet or need i say hoofs.
She 's constantly accusing you of things you haven't done and thats the most difficult part of her. She knows it all too well for every other person to say. What to think or not to think.
She can really be a pain in the @#ss sometimes.
I know as a talking animal we should be using bad language but hey, what would you do?

Turning my back

I became so tired of observing mankind that i turned my back on them.
Instead i walked through the forest looking for fauns and fairies but they too seem to have faded away. As if they  were just something of the dim and distant past, before the medieval times, where witches took a hold on solid Narnian ground.
As a result of this , i withdrew myself and searched for a cave to stay in during winter.
I gladly found shelter in a long deserted small cave. It as still furnished with a small bed,a stove and some chairs and a table to sit at.

On this there was lying seven  old scrolls with things written on them.
As i opened one of the scrolls suddenly a fire began to burn in the chimney at the back of the room.
As i was reading on a face was revealing itself through the flames.
It seemed to be saying something to me.
Dear Reepicheep, listen well to what i tell for no one ever heard these words.
Be the jester of this court, be the prophet of these woods be the fool for everybody to laugh about but be aware of the strength that will guide you.
I will make you the first speaking animal ever in Narnian history, to enter the great borders of this empire. You will be the first speaking animal that will see the great emperor face to face and live.
I also will give you the talent of using your mouth as a two edged sword.
For i have seen your struggle, i have felt your pain and i have ordained that you are worthy , above all other animals, to be the first.
As i finished listening to this voice the face disappeared from the flames and i found myself transfigured,almost glowing in this small dark cave but that also faded away soon.
I put the first scroll aside and was hesitating to start reading the second scroll and decided to wait till the next morning. It was getting pitch dark outside and it was time to close my eyes for a good night sleep.

Until i will wake up i'm under the eye.
Sleep tight and good night!

TUMNUS TALK

Every now and then i desperately need a chat with someone here in Narnia.
It was a relief to meet this little daughter of Eve recently down by Lantern Waste..
I invited her into my cave to have a nice cup of tea with me.
First she was a little cautious but i didn't blame her for that. I mean look at me , a faun, not so easliy to fall in love with so te speak.. .
Hairy legs form hip to toe and out of my face a beard does grow
Anyway she was here now and we had a nice and quiet conversation next to the fireplace.
We talked about the Tune  that we all heard at the very beginning of Narnia. After that we talked about , the abscense of Aslan and His second coming.
I do believe He wil come again you know.
I hope she does  believe it to.
I also hope you all believe it is true .
Anyway i couldn't help the feeling as if we were standing upon a treshold of new times in Narnia.
It  was still winter and cold as always. But the flames form the fireplace got me warm and comfy. The hot tea we drank helped to warm us up and hearing and seeing here smiling  helped a lot.
How simple happiness can come over you with just a simple soul to talk to, to communicate, someone who listens to you . That,  my dear friends is what we are all here for. To communicate, for communication is talking to eachother , to meet the other person and to meet and to communicate is to love.
Hail Aslan

It's all about time!!

Time and time again we try to walk the way of God.
Or if we don't believe we try to walk according to ur own rules, principles or whatever guidelines we fancy.
Time and time again we go astray,leaving our own chosen pathways and values we have and apply.
In short we are not living what we preach. This goes not only for christian brothers and sisters but also for politicians who change direction make choices not by their own principles but acording the actual political status quo.
What is right or wrong depends on what kind of decision is more profitable to my party or dominion, my family or my company.
This mechanism is everywhere. We do not lead a life that's true .

We leave track of "good" whatever we think of as "good" and we change priorities just like that.
We can't be trust on what we preach. Honestly we can't.
Unless we try to walk in Christ's spirit and let His spirit be our guideline, transferring our souls,bodies and mind into trustworthy creations that obey Him and His commandments.
Thats love one another and love God above all.
Larry Norman sang about it in these words:" Why don't you look into Jesus, He's got te answer."
Never thought i would write words like this but i did and i hope somewhere out there is someone who will read these lines and starts thinking and rethinking his thoughts according to Jesus.
Just giving it a second thought and trying to reposition toward what is told and written in the bible.
Do realize Church is something completely different than Jesus.
One can be hurt by church as an institution,its members who are just broken and sinfull people themselves.
That's not what i'm talking about.

Just take another closer look at Jesus and what he has said and done during his life here on earth and what happened to his story ,his followers after He died and resurrected from the dead.
I hope you will be able to see the same things or at least similar that i see while looking in that mirror.

selah and have go at it!

Water into wine.

Just reading in john 2 verse 1-12. Where Jesus changed water into wine!
A strange passage kept pondering me!
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Where it says that the steward calls for the groom and says:"Everyman serves the good wine fist... but you have kept the good wine until now'"
This the first of His signs , Jesus did at Cana.

Does this perhaps mean that God has given us the poor wine first (this life on earth) and is going to give the best wine afterwards when we are in heaven?
Why was this the very first sign of all the wonders Jesus did? As a kind of hint of what yet is to come?


Think about it  and let me know your views.




selah.

Walking the way of the Lord ( an honest selfexploration)

Trying to walk the way of the Lord.

It’s a difficult thing to do.

It’s mostly about missteps,not dying to myself and trying to  leave behind  the truly bad things .Leave it up to God to handle so to speak.Now, how difficult could that be.

While i’m hearing  myself saying these words i realise that i failed again. 

But...

Praise God, we may lean in Him and be embraced by His  grace for He already knows in advance that we’ll never gonna make it on our own.

In Christ we are free to come to God, to pledge for mercy, for forgiveness and to repent our sin.

What i learn from this is that the more i dare to trust in Him, the more things will work out better in the end. 

It’s a kind of  healing process that cleanses my soul while crawling towards the lamb. 

Not that this leaning in Him will be a recipe for succes. No, no.

But leaning on God, trusting Him and be aware of my dependence on His grace and Love helps me through these troubled and stressfull moments.

These  days,  make me humble and aware that we are priviliged people that we may know and love God as He loves us in Christ. 

That He has sent Christ the  King to this earth.

That Jesus left heaven to come into our world to set us free from ourself and be liberated people. 

Harry Mulisch ,a famous dutch novellist, wrote in his  bestseller ”The discovery of heaven” that we are all in “ the claws of God “ .

The man was a agnostic writer, lost his parents during the Holocaust and ended up with a pretty negative view on life,God , heaven and hell. He was a marvellous writer though.

But we have a much positive view on life and liberation.

Jesus Christ has liberated us  from “the claws of Satan.” 

We all know that Satan rebelled already in heaven.

That he wanted to opposed God, in trying to  be God himself.

Therefore he was banned to earth. So we can call earth his prison.

Through Eve, Satan took a hold on Eden and right after that Eve seduced Adam as well, and in doing so they took  Gods creation with them into that “ great Fall” .

Through Mary, God took a stand against brokenness of this world and His Son was born in a manger, without sin, not yet broken, to reconcile creation with it’s creator. Later on while dying on the cross He was broken for our sins and layed down His life voluntarily to mend our broken bondage we’ve ended up with.

Trying to belief this, to walk with God, every day of my life, is both a very difficult thing to do but also a blessing  to know that it is not up to us but up to God to handle.

All we have to do is surrender  us daily to the Newborn King.

Born in a manger in Bethlehem. Not only during Christmas time once a year!

I gladly kneel down,give myself to God and pray that His Spirit will create in me a clean heart.

So help me God almighty.

and God bless us all.

Time

It's all about tempo
patience and speed
about living sharing and need


present overflows the past
the future will be there at last
at the borders of an
overwhelming now
there my beiing lies
hidden in His eternity